The end is in sight...

The end of the day that is. Only 20 minutes to go.
Tonight I'm going to the Y to work out. For real.
I say this because I live literally 100 feet from the front doors of my local YMCA and even had a membership for 7 mos and never went in there.
Tonight is the big night though folks.
The problem is that I don't like to work out in front of people.
i have some major self confidence issues and I know people are most likely staring at me and laughing like crazy, but something in my head tells me they are and it makes me unnesaccarily nervous.
I'm determined to lose this 10 pounds that I've gained.
Why is it that losing 10 pounds is so hard when those people on Oprah lose like a hundered all the time.
Maybe if you have more to lose you are more motivated.
So...maybe I should gain more weight to lose more?
Just kidding.
So why is everyone 'over blogging'?
What will I do all day when people stop updating?
Please, people, for my sanity keep the blogging up.
Darcy says tomorrow is recipe day so I will try and think of something in my limited recipe experience to post.
Peace out peeps.