Random Friday Tidbits
Right now I am:
feeling a little neasueas, don't know why
just finished my only diet Pepsi for the school day
have an absent student so have time to do this
can't wait for lunch
am nervous about my conference later, hate confrentation(for the life of me I can't remember how to spell that) and the teacher involved loves it
can't wait to get home
am wondering if I actually will work out tonight
am going to cook dinner tonight
can't believe my brother turned 13 yesterday
can't believe my parents had his birthday dinner at Hooters
can't believe he "shook his booty" in front of 50 other costumers.
am having a really good day
Also, I've been thinking about little baby Sadie and my friends, her parents, and have come to this conclusion. This is a baby that will demand nothing of any one but to be loved. Yes, her basic needs will have to be met but other than that she just needs love. She won't need anyone to be a role-model, friend, disiplianrian, teacher or all those other thing parents have to be. In that way I suppose she is a blessing. At first I coudln't figure out why God would give my friends a child like this. I know they can handle it, but at the same time I know they could raise wonderful children. Well, looking at it this way has helped me. Already, Sadie has touched so many lives and she is only a week old. Just her being a week old is a miracle. Everyday she lives is a miracle. I did grieve for them at first, for what they could have had or what I expected them to have (not just a child, but the life-style, this child means an entire life-style change) and after some thinking and praying myself and everyone else in their life is beginning to embrace what was unexpected. Sorry, this is something I just needed to get out. It's been on my mind all week and I finally feel at peace about it.
feeling a little neasueas, don't know why
just finished my only diet Pepsi for the school day
have an absent student so have time to do this
can't wait for lunch
am nervous about my conference later, hate confrentation(for the life of me I can't remember how to spell that) and the teacher involved loves it
can't wait to get home
am wondering if I actually will work out tonight
am going to cook dinner tonight
can't believe my brother turned 13 yesterday
can't believe my parents had his birthday dinner at Hooters
can't believe he "shook his booty" in front of 50 other costumers.
am having a really good day
Also, I've been thinking about little baby Sadie and my friends, her parents, and have come to this conclusion. This is a baby that will demand nothing of any one but to be loved. Yes, her basic needs will have to be met but other than that she just needs love. She won't need anyone to be a role-model, friend, disiplianrian, teacher or all those other thing parents have to be. In that way I suppose she is a blessing. At first I coudln't figure out why God would give my friends a child like this. I know they can handle it, but at the same time I know they could raise wonderful children. Well, looking at it this way has helped me. Already, Sadie has touched so many lives and she is only a week old. Just her being a week old is a miracle. Everyday she lives is a miracle. I did grieve for them at first, for what they could have had or what I expected them to have (not just a child, but the life-style, this child means an entire life-style change) and after some thinking and praying myself and everyone else in their life is beginning to embrace what was unexpected. Sorry, this is something I just needed to get out. It's been on my mind all week and I finally feel at peace about it.
posted by Wendy at 10:48 AM
4 Comments:
birthday party at hooters! that is hilarious!
It sounds like that little girl is going to have an amazing support group growing up...and really, the way I look at situations like that, is only the strong people are given children with dissabilities. the people that will be able to care for them to the fullest. and that is wonderful, because it would break hearts if these children were given to people who could not handle it.
That so great about Sadie, what a positive way to see things!!
Hope you had a good weekend and that your conferences went well!!
You have such an amazing way to see the situation with Sadie.. it shows your character how concerned you are.. hang in there.
13 year old brother at hooters?! thats awesome! totally cracking up at the thought of him dancing in front of 50 people.....
baby sadie is in my thoughts & prayers
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