I can't deal

Only 2 more days of school.
I wait and wait, and now when there are only 2 days left I feel like I'm going to have an anxiety attack.
I get so nervous that I won't get something done or will forget about something.
My supervisor did say I most likely will be coming back to the same schools.
That is the first time she has told me that.
Exciting.
Working in the same building, with the same people, and with the SAME KIDS and SAME IEP'S!!!
Very exciting.
Saturday I locked myself out of my apartment.
I do this quite often.
When I called my dad to see if he or my mom could come pick me up he said not to worry b/c my landlord should be by soon to make his scheduled 'has Wendy locked herself out again' check.
Funny.
So, I called the landlord people.
They weren't home.
I sat outside my apartment forever ignoring the leering scary men as they drove by.
Finally, my mom came.
My landlord finally called.
They said come get the key.
They called back and said wait an hour.
Okay, I have nothing else to do.
I couldn't spend money b/c my debit card wasn't working and I had no cash.
I called the bank and the lady gave me some code to use in the ATM.
That didn't work.
I called the bank again and they closed b/c it was after 5 eastern time.
Stupid eastern time.
So, back to the ol' landlords.
I asked if I could get an extra key b/c I'm someone who will continue to lock herself out.
They said that the key couldn't be copied and they didn't want to give me the extra 'cause what if I locked both of them in the apartment?
Ummm...okay.
What if I lock myself out and they are on VACATION?
I just sit around waiting for them to get back?
Why can't they just change the lock?
Why can't I just remember to grab my keys before I go out?
I just start thinking of something else and shut the door.
Then I stand there looking at the door thinking 'oh,sh*t, my key's are in there.